TRANCE CHANNEL – Fear of Losing someone You Love

Hello! Thank you for finding my post!

I should have channeled each day as I promised. It’s amazing how life passes by so quickly! But I wanted to write today because I felt all of a sudden a fear of losing a loved one. She is my great aunt who has been my second mother to me and will be 80 years old next year. The thought of losing her filled me with fear and anxiety. How could I continue without her? She is one of the few people in my life that really understands me and gives me unconditional love. This brought me to write down what I was getting as messages, and I thought it would be useful to post it for those who are going through the same feelings as I am today. I am hoping to write more, I get a lot of insightful things from my guides, but either I hear them and don’t write them down and forget about their messages and ask the questions multiple times! LOL! Or I write them down, but never publish them. I should really stop hogging this stuff and have more confidence to publish them! So I’m gonna put on my big girl pants and click publish and leave it to the Universe if it was good info or not! LOL!

I’ve only included an excerpt of the channel, I asked about my personal stuff that would bore you all! LOL!

TRANCE CHANNEL – Fear of Losing someone You Love

We come in light and love!

  • Who is here?

We are the collective consciousness of angels and spirit guides that you have summoned. We are very happy to communicate with you today!

  • Thank you- I am very happy to start channeling again.

We understand that life gets in the way of creating a systematic procedure to channel and communicate with us. We are here anytime that you feel the need to speak with us.

  • Thank you. The reason for this channel is that I have been thinking of my great aunt and she is so close to me and will reach 80 years old soon. I just started to weep at the thought of losing her. She is like a second mother and grandmother to me. I don’t know how I will be able to cope when the time comes

We realize that death in the physical world is not easy for people to witness or experience. There is so much fear and sadness surrounding death. But you must know dear child that we in this realm do not see it this way. This is a temporary shift from the physical world to our world, so in seeing someone “transitioning” by death, they are merely returning to their original forms. This physical body is not the true form of you or others in this world. The true form that you possess and all those around you is energy. True energy from the Source is light. This light does not fade, nor does it wither. You will be comforted to know that you are merely being temporarily separated by realms that are near yet far apart. But you will know that you will see your loved ones again and will reunite in our world.

  • OK thank you, that actually does give me comfort. Are we really light beings like what I read about?

Yes Marie light is pure energy and is made up of the Source of all things, which you call God. This light does not fade and is constant, and ever regenerating Itself. This is what you are connected to, so rest assured there is no death, only transformation.

  • Wow, thank you that’s more than I was expecting to be explained.


  • Thank you, this was really healing for me. Thank you for this. I will try to do this more often

We are very honored to speak with you today. We are always here if you need to speak with us

  • OK, thank you to you all and my spirit team

Yes, we are here too Marie! Well done! You are really growing in your abilities! We love you Marie.

  • Love you all too- thank you

We are only a thought away…



I hope this helps whoever finds this and is in need to hear it. When I was done, I was filled with a lot of peace and comfort. I would love to hear from you if this helped you, or if you have any comments about it or questions to ask on my next channel. That would help me a lot! You can comment below or email me at Wishing you all blessings! 🙂


Marie Santos

Channeler – Energy Healer – Card Reader


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TRANCE CHANNEL – Emotions of Anxiety and Fear that are Not my Own?

Hello! Thank you for finding my post! I haven’t channeled each day as I had hoped. The days just fly by which should be another question to the collective why it seems like time flies by more quickly! But today I did a channel that was not to practice trance channeling, so it was more what I’ve been doing the past few years in light to medium channeling by automatic writing. Hope this helps for those who sometimes feel emotions that they seem to sense that don’t belong to them.

We come in light and love!

  • Hello who is there?

We are the collective consciousness of angels and guides. We are here to answer your questions today Marie.

  • Thank you for meeting me- I would like to know why I have been so emotional lately. I feel like they are not my feelings of anxiety and fear.

This is a process all who seek the spiritual path of enlightenment must all experience through their lifetime. It is a purging of energies periodically to cleanse the energy body in order to vibrate at the highest level. There will be times when this will be difficult for you. And the easiest way to overcome these periods is to let go of the results or what you are experiencing emotionally. For being swept in the emotional will result in having a difficult time to purge. It is like holding on to dense energies, where letting them go is more beneficial. The problem is that you identify these emotions as “you”, but this could be an emotion from the past that has emerged. This could also be emotional energy from your surroundings, of people, places or things that you have absorbed to aid in the purge of humanity. You are constantly purging energies as it flows through you, but there are some instances that are more noticeable than others because there is more dense energy to process.

  • Ok so this is not my feelings, or not my fears even though I feel them? That is confusing

Think of it that you are experiencing a wave of energy that passes through you. This energy could be from the past or outer influences. This energy contains feelings or emotions from the past or external energies or emotions and because they pass through you, you “sense” them- and one of the senses is emotionally.

  • How do I know what’s my own feelings and that of a past or something else?

You will know because it will feel foreign to you. The more higher in vibration, the more you can separate yourself from the emotional wave that is being purged, healed, transmuted. If in lower vibration, you would not be able to notice the difference, and then you would act on the emotion believing it is coming from your present self. This is the result of many disputes and confusion. Many relive the past, and they “put on the suit” of the past but it is temporary. This is when the purging will be difficult. Letting go is the key to allowing the energy to pass. Realizing this is not your current emotional self is what will help you through these situations.

  • Can I not experience these, or block it and just have my own feelings of what I’m feeling now?

The human self is not created to block this. It is like shedding old skin from a reptile. This is energetic skin and this is a way we can explain in a way you may be able to understand. A reptile cannot keep their skin because it will just become heavier and heavier of layers that no longer do them any good. Once they shed the layers, the reptiles have new skin with the feeling of being lighter. They too vibrate higher, and also grow. And so will you all.

  • That’s a good example. That’s actually really understandable that way I guess.

We try our best to explain although we know that there are things we cannot. But this is the closest example we can explain to you that it is for your benefit and also the benefit of the world of the purging of dense energies and making room for higher energies. You will become more enlightened and will see things from a new perspective each time. You will grow and evolve in spirit.

  • OK thank you for the explanation, I feel better now. I will go for now, the channel is getting a bit tiring

That is quite alright Marie, we are very grateful that you have wished to communicate with us today and we are here for any questions you would like answered.

  • Thank you so much

We will speak to you soon. We are only a thought away.


This explanation helped me because while they were explaining things, they also showed me in the past when I triggered from an emotional purge and reacted to the emotion I was experiencing. And they show me now and in the future that I will not react as much as I did in the past. They showed me a more calmer person which would be nice to be like that all the time! LOL!


I hope that this helped any of you who found this post and also about channeling. If anyone has any questions regarding channeling, or any questions to ask in my future trance channeling, I’d be happy to hear from you! 🙂


Marie Santos

Channeler – Energy Healer – Card Reader


** photo courtesy of Pixabay royalty free image “worried-girl-413690_960_720″ by Ryanmcguire




Thank you for finding my blog post! And welcome! Today I was drawn to doing a reading that I wanted to share on this blog for those who may need to hear this from the Universe/God/Guides. I hope that this reading finds those who are seeking for answers and are needing some comfort or healing. This is a general reading, so when you read the messages and an area in your life seems to flash in your mind, that is usually which area this message addresses.



wp_20161129_014The first card is “Go the Distance” (reversed). The image is a cheetah running to a finish line in the desert. In the reversed position, the meaning of this card suggests that you could be feeling like you’ve been going on forever in a situation, and that you feel like you are running on empty. Sometimes I also feel like I have been trying so hard at making things work, and yet the finish line seems even further away no matter how much I put in. This could be a time to look at what you are doing, and look into your inner knowing. See if things are not working the way they are, and that maybe adjustment in actions or decisions are necessary. It may be a different direction is to be considered. If in your inner knowing you are still on the right path, with no hesitations, and you feel joy and love in your heart, this reading suggests to keep following love and it will always see you though.

The second card is “Treasure Island” (reversed) which depicts a sea turtle carrying a treasure chest on it’s back. In the reversed position, the card’s meaning is that you may be having some difficulty attracting abundance, or could be in a mental state of “lacking”. There is a block in obtaining the abundance we desire. Sometimes logic, stress and worry seem to do more damage than it does help us. In worrying that we will never attain what we strive for, energetically we keep ourselves in a pattern of loss or lack. Our thoughts create our reality. I find this is very difficult to think differently than the pattern we have always thought, and I still slip up and lose faith time and time again. It takes time to rewrite a pattern, so it will take much time to think and act differently. This morning I got a message from the Guides that in order to change something- could be a situation, or yourself, or you would like to attract abundance, is to simply set the intention.If you want to lose weight, if you want to change your attitude, if you want to quit smoking, if you want to finish a project – just set the intention. Decide to do or be it. And if you fail to succeed, set the intention again, and again. And it will stick eventually. Things will start to shift slowly. They also show me a ship pointing North, even if it goes off course, just point it back to North. Eventually you get there, or to the highest and greatest good which could be another option of what you originally wished for. I just thought that this was profound that I got the messages this morning, and then I pull this card today! Some may understand, and some may not and that is alright. I just trust it’s for those that it’s time to think differently or are ready for change. I would like to mention from my own personal experience, the power of positive thinking does work, and the less absorbed I am in worrying or concentrating on problems or lack, the less bumpy the road is, or the storm seems to last less long.

The last card is “To Be Fair” (reversed) and the illustration shows a female balancing a scale on her shoulders with an owl sitting on her head. In the reversed position, I felt this card weaves in with the other 2 cards that it could be feeling that life is unfair, and there is none or lack of justice. This ties in with the first card of doing so much without much return or seeing the completion or finish line. Also the lack of abundance from the second card. Maybe this has been a very difficult year for some of you. I can honestly say I feel you! This year has been difficult and testing for me as well. But there is some silver lining to seeing the unfairness of life, or to experience lack, or to have difficulty and feel pain. When the scale is tipped in our favor, the blessings are so much more worthwhile. In feeling gratitude because of knowing the sense of “lack”, we have actually experienced the polar opposites and have the depth of how much blessings we are receiving. People can be told how it feels like to work so hard, to feel pain, to have lack, but to experience it is no comparison. And from what I keep getting in readings, is that nothing is ever constant. Life fluctuates, and that if there are low times, there will be happier times. Just trust that if you are in a situation or are feeling low in vibration, that this is all temporary and that in time things will start to get better. Just imagine the flow of the tide going up and down, gently rocking back and forth. There is always hidden blessings when you become aware of them.

Thank you again for finding and reading my post! I hope that this reading helps you in any way. Even if this was written long before you read it, please trust that you have found this reading for a reason. I would like to hear from you if you have any comments about this reading or any questions. I also welcome you to like and share this post if you feel called to do so.


Wishing you  many blessings- Love and Light! – Marie

Marie Santos

Tarot Reader – Energy Healer –  Spiritual Guidance – Channeler


Channeled reading 10.20.16 Higher Guidance Message


Wow, didn’t think I’d be posting another channeled message so soon, but I had channeled this message from our guides and angels and after re-reading it, the message felt like it was for me to hear as well. I thought that maybe this message is supposed to reach others. I hope it helps find those who need to hear this supportive message.



cloudscape-384672_960_720“We come in light and love-  we are so pleased at how much you do for others with so much love and the giving of yourself. There is a point where there is a time to have the sense that it is too much and you will need to slow down. If the signs of the feelings are ignored, then you will receive other signs to pay attention to. We are always here to guide you though you may not remember at all times. That is alright and there is no need to feel guilt or remorse. Just trust that you are always guided, regardless where you are or what you do.”

“We ask now that you become sensitive to the signs of your energy level, mental level, spiritual level, and assess which level needs the attention or change. This way this creates a balance, that what you are wanting to feel- higher in energy and vitality will be there if all levels are balanced.”

“Change is always difficult especially with the day to day lives of tasks, but you can slowly adapt or make small changes, and this will not stress or impact you, and will eventually create the desired effect of peacefulness, and you will feel you will have more time once you make these changes. Follow your senses/intuition what areas need to be changed, for something you feel is tugging you, or urging you to change, yet you do not know what yet, continue with this discovery or investigation and it will lead you to the answers you seek”

Luckily I didn’t have to take bits and pieces like the last channel, and the message was copied word for word so may make more sense! For myself, I know that change is needed, but it becomes such a huge task in my mind, that I psyche myself out of doing any changes. So for me, I needed to hear that I can try to do one thing at a time that may seem inconsequential, and won’t impact my stress level in feeling overwhelming. Before you know it, we’ll be looking at ourselves in the mirror and wondering how we got here! LOL! It seems that many have different situations but seem to be learning the same lesson.

Thank you to those who have found this article and I hope this helps in any way. Sending Love and Light your way!

God Bless! – Marie



Marie Santos

Tarot Reader – Energy Healer –  Spiritual Guidance – Channeler


Channeled Reading 10.18.16 Life Purpose and Allowing


I can’t believe how time passes by so quickly! I have been so busy with many thing that I haven’t had much time to write on this blog. I have been channeling messages from my guides which are usually advice on a personal level, but I’ve always felt that these messages may not just be for me, but may help those who need to hear. I had a question on my life purpose because I am in a crossroads with multiple options that I needed some clarity. If you had found this post, and you feel this resonates with you – you may feel a warmth in your heart, or have a “knowing” that this makes sense to you, or you have goosebumps or inner tingles, these are signs that this message was meant for you.

My guides consist of a group of angels, spirit guides, loved ones and other high vibration spirits that come from God/Universe’s light. They have been with me through the most difficult times and I am always very grateful for their messages for they are loving and non judgemental and with the highest good.

This channel was directed to me personally so I am not sure if any of this would make sense because I am only posting excerpts of this channel, but felt I should post this for those who need answers or a sign or messages. Maybe this is the sign from your guides that you were looking for.




“Your life path is meant to be a journey and a surprise. It is in the discovery of yourself is what truly lies in the secret knowledge to understanding who you are. There is no wrong or right path, and no timing necessary to do all of these things. Time is eternal, and you are eternal. There will be lessons to be learned in this lifetime, but do not stress about not completing your tasks on earth. Everything will turn out just as it is supposed to be. Just enjoy your life and live it with joy and happiness.”

“And you will see the perspective on the new higher level will be different from your perception at the moment. Release the baggage of fear that keeps you down in lower vibration, so that you may be able to see at a higher level also. Fear will just keep you down. There is nothing to fear. There is nothing that can harm you regardless of your feelings towards a thing or a person. This is all an illusion of separateness. You are both one and the same. Light and dark. Together it is the union of all things that makes us one. Just allow it to just be, and accept that this is what is happening at the present moment, and then accept the next moment as it is. Once you start to want to manipulate it is when you will start to feel pain and frustration and the need to change things as your expectations or fears bring to you. With allowing, you give your fears and ego less power and thus transmuting the energy to neutral.”


Once again this is the first time that I am publishing a personal channel from the guides, but maybe this is the beginning of something I should be doing so that others may be helped the same way that I am.

Thank you to those who have found this article and I hope this helps in any way. I welcome any comments or questions.



God Bless! – Marie

Marie Santos

Tarot Reader – Energy Healer –  Spiritual Guidance – Channeler


Explanation of Creation / Manifestation – Simplified!


I have always struggled in understanding the deep spiritual and scientific explanations of Spirituality and Ascension. I needed something relate-able from my own experience or mind for me to understand. Through messages and visions from my guides as symbolic explanations, this helped me understand more in simple terms on more complex topics on Spirituality. Sometimes these are half channeled messages I write mostly word for word, and other times I explain the visions of examples I am given. I share these for those who like me find it difficult to wrap their head around the more complex explanations on Spirituality and Ascension in the hopes that it would help others understand and have an easier time to find enlightenment than I had!





Our souls were meant to create and experience life, not watch it or simply read about it.

vision-board-520757_960_720There is something magical that happens when you have created something that came from your imagination. A simple awe and wonder how everything fell into place to complete this masterpiece from your mind. Our minds create things as an INTANGIBLE product in our mind and this is the starting point to project the intangible product into the physical world to manifest into a TANGIBLE product. We are meant to create for the experience and not follow or merely watch other peoples’ creations. How many times have you created something in your mind, then did not follow through due to the doubts that your mind tells you that this is not possible or you are not good enough. The reason these ideas are in your mind are because you are capable of creating what you have thought up. We just don’t give ourselves a chance to try and see what happens.

Our mind is very powerful at talking us out of doing things for fear of failure, or even success. It plays back our past mistakes and tries to help us prevent from getting hurt. But instead it prevents us from being the best selves that we can be in this lifetime. We are not created to sit in the sidelines, but to play in the game! One of the things you can do is try to create something small. This will not be a threat to your mind because this is low risk. Visualize this creation in your mind. It could be something you want to build, or experience, or achieve. There has to be the feeling of love and excitement to it, and not based on materialistic fame. This would feed the ego and would have the opposite purpose. Visualize the final product and you in that moment. How does it feel? What other details are there in that vision that you can describe in all your senses? If you continue your visualizations often that they almost feel real, things will start to manifest in the physical world to create this dream into a physical reality.

YOU WILL have opportunities come your way that will help create this vision, so stay open to noticing signs of these opportunities. A lot of trust and letting go to the Universe is required to help manifest, so do not expect things to come in a specific way. Also manifesting will take time to coordinate all the pieces of the puzzle together in the physical world.

When you have accomplished manifesting your smaller vision, move onto your next larger idea. I have manifested unintentionally before I opened to my abilities, and now I see what I have done, and I create with more trust and less effort now. I find that the more effort and work I did, the less results I received. There is more power in the trust and the knowing that your idea WILL be created! What I have also learned is that our creations are the most rewarding when it helps the world and brings us together. This way, you have created something with positive vibrations that others will be drawn to and feel positive vibrations too. Then your creation has an exponential positive effect!


  • Focus on an idea in your mind – something that excites you to create. If the thought keeps coming to you, it’s probably something that your soul is wanting to create.
  • Push away any doubts that creep up from your mind. Ignore or try to buzz these thoughts away. Pay the least attention to these types of thoughts. Or you can say to your mind that you thank them for their concern and that you understand that it wants to protect you from getting hurt, but you will be alright.
  • Visualize the creation in your mind and use your senses in your mind how you would feel upon its completion
  • Feel the love, joy and excitement – Be positive! Have the trust and knowing it will happen!
  • Once you have the visualization and the feeling, do not force the steps or outcomes. Wait for the Universe to bring you the opportunities, or a flash of an idea of the next step will come effortlessly
  • If this creation is meant to happen, things will fall into place and little by little your idea from the intangible world of your mind will be created into the physical world!

I have done both types of manifestations – one is without the help or trust from the Universe and have had little results and much more stress and fatigue. The other is with the conscious help and trust from the Universe and in my opinion it is easier in trusting the Universe! The problem was trying to unlearn what I already have about the physical world and its limitations, but little by little these limited beliefs have less power the more you create.

Be fearless! And start to live to your full potential! You are more important than you believe!


I hope this reaches those who need to find this article and helps them reignite the light in themselves! If I may have left anything out, please feel free to comment on this post and I also welcome you to share your experiences of your own creations!


Sending love and light and positive energy your way!

Blessings- 333 – Marie

Marie Santos

Tarot Reader – Energy Healer –  Spiritual Guidance – Channeler



Life, Age and Wisdom

Hello Everyone! Here’s a profound article from my friend Millie:


Life, Age and Wisdom

12047058_1646213005595690_3624752224429850327_nI just wanted to make a comment concerning life and age and the wisdom hopefully I have gained. At 60 a lot of my friends were retiring and me?, well I decided to go back to school. What I learned about myself made me realize that it is okay to be whom I really am and that I (and everyone) am worthy and deserve to be happy. I also learned that I am smart, I made the Dean’s list, huh who would have thought. In high school the teacher asked me one day why I was so stupid as my brother was so smart?

We all go through; pardon the expression, CRAP in our lives and some of it is pretty darn messy. The most important thing I learned is it’s not about the mistakes we make, or the bad things that happen to us; it’s about how we decide to go through them. Do we go through the tough times gracefully, or rail at the universe? I decided I would not be a victim and decided to make the last era of my life the best.

At the age of 63, I now own my first home. Wow it’s amazing. I am not interested in winding down, I am just winding up. I have so much on my bucket list and I am checking them off one at a time, it makes me feel on top of the world. I will reach for the stars and even if I fall short at times, what the heck it was a good reach and I’ll catch the next one.

Life is interesting and it is never over until you say it is. Just because there’s this hidden agenda that we are suppose to slow down at a certain age or there are certain expectations; I thumb my nose at them. I just wish I had good co-ordination, and balance because I would love to be able to ride a motorcycle out on the open road with the wind in my hair; but that’s not something I can do because I’d probably fall off. LOL So I stick to what I can do and I keep moving forward.
I want everyone to realize you can make dreams come true, you only have to believe and oh what fun it can be. Never doubt yourself and never give into fear, forge ahead and see where it leads you, and never give up on you.



 Millie Esch

Reiki Healer